Wednesday, November 27, 2013

One Returned to Say Thanks

I need no reminder for what I do everyday nor a special season for what I take stock of daily.  But oddly enough, on the days that are set apart and highlighted on a calendar in bold font, my daily efforts are magnified and what I do everyday becomes exceptional. 

...and with the same thanks that I give, I feel appreciated in return. 

I'm thankful: 
...for the discomfort of never being able to settle.  For the hurts that come those closest.  For the failures and the expectation of failures.  I'm thankful for the truth and the authenticity of a lie.  I'm thankful for being able to prove myself wrong.  I'm thankful for humility.  I'm thankful for never truly being alone.  I'm thankful for endless miracles.  I'm thankful for the courage to put myself in the need of a miracle.  I'm thankful for access to request miracles.  I'm thankful for sight, for the both the visible and invisible.  I'm thankful for do-overs.  I'm thankful for grace and forgiveness.  I'm thankful for examples and exceptions.  I'm thankful for the intelligent design of my being.  I'm thankful for a plan and the opportunities that await. 

I'm thankful for Jesus. 

Thank you. 


Monday, November 25, 2013

Full Extension

A pros poem I wrote, commemorating the efforts actualized in DBC's 2013 Youth Conference

Extend anyway, even with no support, for God is my under-guard.  Though with no rapport, God holds my arm.  He guides me like a compass.  Together we make it happen, though others doubted We would get this far.  But in God I trusted.  It might not have worked the first time but with minor adjustments, and a few things reconfigured, God made two small speakers sound even bigger, to where the voices of a few rival the praise of angels.  God alone is the megaphone; He gives the increase to praises.  I merely set the tables.  He enjoys a sweet smelling savor.  The challenge from my Savior is excellent behavior, as He promises that perfection will come later.  Along with acknowledgement from “haters” who engage in insignificant banter – that’s the hobby of the belated.  In a society where talk gets you ahead, work is understated.  So I align thought and action. One cannot be right and the other wrong.  A divided man is unstable, providing support to no one.  First do away with malicious talk, then comes the brighter outcomes, there shines light from dark, and then things will begin to work, and it will all make sense.  No one knows if their extension is enough until they make it to the end.  So Extend!!  Grab ceilings; ready hands to receive healing.  Now reach and stretch; opposite directions for toes and fingertips.  Hug the globe to grab the east and west winds, open sails on blessings - the north breeze from heaven.  Listen to this beautiful message: I cannot extend past my reach but my reach can continue extending - preventing me from ever overstretching.

They say youth is for the young, though with youth, wisdom can accomplish the work of a thousand sons.  They say wisdom is for the experienced, though with wisdom, what the youth started he finishes.  So, work smarter and not harder.  Work till the work is complete; work to go farther.  I work because my father bothered.  Work for tomorrow, as my yesterday’s are ‘thank you’s’ because I am still repaying the time that was borrowed.  I now recalculate the I.O.U’s that I undervalued, from the extension of my father’s father for his children’s children.  So I honor my mother with follow through and support my brothers with a spirit that is willing.  And my support is free.  All that is needed is able feet, reaffirmed knees, and courage to face whatever as humility reminds it’s not about me.

Extension by definition is future tense.  To extend in nature reaches towards the heavens, so I reach into my tomorrow with the work I do today.  But I cannot see into the future, I don’t know what’s about to come my way.  Still. I. Extend; because if we want more, God has more.  Get more for doing more which is often followed by a round of applause for all that was done imagining all that God has in store.  But, seemingly, He keeps it on the top shelf.  The cupboard of life sometimes requires getting help. If I look up on hill tops, there goes my help.  I rejoice at the notion – rejoicing is good for my health.

Difficulties will come, my brethren, don’t be deceived.  Extension is not a one way door; look both ways even on one way streets.  What’s to prevent what’s outside from coming in or the feeling of frustration, like you’re on repeat?  The same things over and over and over again, that’s the life of a toilet seat.  I ask, is that the kind of life God really has planned for me?  I should be holding clipboards like a coach, or a trophy, because I’m a victor with my team standing beside me. Visualize us all together, tightly together, arms extended, in every direction – we look like a tree!  With the roots of our feet firmly invested, with sound instruction …OUR extension will certainly reach the end of any exit.  No one will have to tell it, it will be obvious that there is no further to go.  At the end, you’re either sorry forever or seated next to the throne.  At this point there is no going home or going back to what was known.  Successful extension pulls up to new plateaus.  Lift up from the ground below because someone else extended and helped.  What did they help with?  Everything I couldn’t do myself.  With thanksgiving and gladness, I’m overwhelmed…. I Extend My Reach

Opinions and Convictions, Both Do Justice

I am often in this position, where no one is seemingly on my side, or they dispute my pursuit, plans and ‘how I am going about it’.  But in the end, they congratulate the success.  Recall these moments and let the memory of what was encourage my heart to do what I feel convicted to do today.  I don’t run for position or title, why start now?  Or, is my only alternative to then not be a part of anything because I will have to compete for title and position or recognition?  Accolades, though nice to receive are very short lived.  It is temporary, it is a fix – I want more than this.  I know I am not inferior to those “super members” of DBC.  I may indeed be lower on the social totem pole, but I do have knowledge and a creative imaginative spirit unlike theirs.  I have demonstrated this and I know it is clear in every way to anyone who does matter.  Was it a sin or a poor choice for me to therefore lower myself and work the audio and visual for the skit?  Was it foolish for me to have another teacher introduce the SS presentation while I elected to be an actor in it?  Am I making an unwise decision because I want to incorporate what is already in place such as drama and dance for Black History month?  But this is what I have done in the past which has garnished me success and God the full glory.  2 Corinthians 11:5-11 I collaborate and I am confident in what I can bring and influence, lead, so that I am not insecure or threatened regarding who I work with. Though, I will never work with a knowingly poor teammate or collaborate with a knowing irresponsible collaborator.  Being a leader cannot mean defending a position or working to prevent someone else from being recognized.  [My] Work will always be recognize – I trust God to defend and honor what I do with my hands, in excellence, that will bring Him glory.  What I do will always be correctly appropriated – God does not take from the righteous to give to and reward the unrighteous.  If this was to happen, this would be a lie, of which, the truth will always be made known.  I do not feel compelled, at all, to defend and fight this illusive battle for recognition.  I ask, who is recognizing me?  It would require someone to be looking at me – again, there is no one around me!!  So I will keep on doing what I am doing in order to cut the ground from under those who want an opportunity to be considered equal with me in the things they boast about.  Fully believing, that for such people, deceit is their tool of choice – they seem sincere and humbled, but they are masquerading as co-laborers and teammates.  Their end will be what their actions deserve.  2 Corinthians 11:12-15 So don’t get caught up in advice and words, even from the closest people to me, continue as I am lead, continue as I am convicted.  Their words indeed have the appearance of wisdom but their words do not solve the issue nor restrain the indulgence. Avoidance is not resolution and doing it all on my own is just as foolish as deceit – deceiving myself to believe I can do it all.  Instead, all their advice does is force me to adhere to more rules governed by more restrictions due to illusive concerns: don’t work with this person; don’t give up this assignment; do this in this order.  My intent is pure – if I can move in the light of having a clear conscience with no ulterior motive, I need not hide my objections.  Colossians 2:20-23 But I am not fooled – those closest to me are close for a reason and I will heed their concerns, for they are witnesses to the light.  But I do not fear that my season and time will not come – I so expect it with a heightened faith and a ready spirit, willing to be who and what I need to be so that God gets all the glory and all the recognition – for there will be no one on my side who can claim to get even a small percentage of recognition.  For this is their time, those who fight for recognition, but I was here before, when there was no need to fight (indulgence) and I will far surpass them when it is my time to come again.  John 1:8,15 The issues that bother others around me, to the point of fear, do not worry me or concern me like that, even when I try to make it concern me.  I get frustrated when I try to make such issues become my issue in order to ‘do something about it’.  Understand that the issues of my heart are directly related to what motivates my heart, and the same goes for those closest to me and those I compete against. But, instead, this day, God told me, like Paul, to keep going and I have decided that “…I will keep on doing what I am doing in order to cut the ground from under those who want an opportunity to be considered equal…” 2 Corinthians 11:12